Omg I've completely given up on polishing the boots. I was such a despo that I actually printed out an instruction sheet from the internet=.= and this is what it said: "You have to be patient. You may thin kthat your boots will never ever shine but eventually, you'll be able to see a glossy mirror like shine" WHAAT. that is rubbish. well maybe it isn't rubbish but to me, I don't think anyone could ever have the ultimate amount of patience to keep polishing when whenever i add the slightest bit of polish+water, it makes my boots all the more duller which i seriously cannot stand): how! I'm gonna be known as the total failure of polishing boots.
today i had drill and yue wanted me to leave with her cos she had to go to school for some chinese camp thingy which i'm sure she isn't going to enjoy the least bit. Judging from my last year chinese camp.
Anyway, eh. i realise i say ANYWAY a lot. heh. ANYWAY, we did music drill! WHOO. Then blarhblarhblarh had format and i was doing my tuition work. I'm sure there were TONS of funny stuff that happened but somehow, it is not registering into my brain at the moment, so i pray you be patient and wait til about a year later when i can actually remember.
I got about 13 emails yesterday and 17 emails today. all from the senior contingent. WAHPIANG! ohmygoodness i feel like dying. GRACE LOKE SENT ALL OUR MAILS TO AMANDA MAK! lets see all the stuff that was said in the mail shall we?
--edited--[ruth doesn't want anyone to know what was in her email]
so that[the one that i edited] was the mail that so strongly motivated grace to send all of our stupid emails to amanda! amanda is gonna get like 30 mails tonight. GULPS.
rachel's email: i know amanda is really...depressed and stuff. hahaha.but i really think that when she smiles she's really cute. haha.i didnt realise it until ruth told me then i was like yeah! hahah.obviously! 'she' is a MAN.
sau's email: LAWL SEXY LOOK! yeah i know... <--referring to am.
another of sau's email: ruth!!! SHES TOO OLD FOR YOUUUU!!!! aiyooo.. YUCK! hahahaha
OHMYGOODNESS. amanda's gonna have a great laugh tonight. I have no idea what drill's gonna be like tmr. last but not least, i cannot resist posting audie's email of great english and vocabulary! ruth couldn't even understand a word of her email but personally i felt impressed:D
Hey y'all! Sorry if more mail bothers you but i just feel a need to air my views. You know, I'm genuinely concerned for Amanda. The same thing happens again and again. There's definitely the issue of procrastination. We all know this isn't trivia, yet in amanda's words, some of us are still 'waiting of drill com day.' Well, drill com's approaching, approaching real fast. I admit to have believed that we have lots of time. Unfortunately, time has run out, as it always has to. It is not as if Amanda treats us like human chattels and thinks of herself as the demiurge, or puts in little effort. Apparently, she's trying harder than all of us. There are always differing opinions and perspectives but whether you hate drill or not, what matters here isn't ourselves, but the team as a whole, the contingent, even amanda. In fact, I've just been inspired to go one step further by all your e-mails. This e-mail is just for those who still don't care. Don't let your efforts transpire. If you still can't persuade yourself to try hard, at least tell yourself drill reduces your avoirdupois. Oh dear, I feel incredibly guilty to have contributed to Amanda's stress. It's what bothers me the most. There's also a scintilla of doubt that we won't get a gold unless we try real hard. It's not a question of capacity, but of capability. Audie P.S. Sorry that i'm so naggy. i'm just tryin' to convince.