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Friday, March 30, 2007

I'M BLOGGING DURING LESSON!
*prefects dun book me*

hahahaha I was given PERMISSION yeah by MR HENG because I've FINISHED MY WORK^.^[i'm having computer studies now]

so cool!(: this adds to my excitement/enthuness.
whoots. hmm, so anyway i finished my stupid powerpoint which TOTALLY SUCKS but who cares:D i actually managed to bag the highest score for computer studies last term. AMAZING considering I didn't even present when 99% of us DID! (:

I LUV COMPUTER STUDIES!

sigh, later is the concert thingamajig and i still dunno how to get there. I spent a LONG time last night looking up the street directory and the bus guide with xuan. WHEE!(:

OMG! I almost got KILLED by jia wen n melanie...
they were acting like CHILDREN and they were playing and 'attacking' and then i was trying to get through and so I said: CHILDREN! i need to get through.
then they grabbed hold of my arms and wouldn't LET ME GO.
them: WHAT DID YOU CALL US???

hahaha okkk.

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12:15 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

OHOHOOH!!! i remember what I was going to blog about now.
Cos I'm not in parade so I was sitting wif jeru and isabel on the bench. Then suddenly mrs yee stared at me[as if she was trying to rmb my name-.-] and said: siyan! come and inspect the pri sch uniform pls!
me: ---WHAAT!---[how the hell am i supposed to do that?]

so I went over nervously and mrs yee told me to start from swifts. Then i was thinking OKAYYYYYY...and i just looked blahblahblah and i was like: I DUNNO WHAT I'M DOING.
and all the swallowette juniors were going: hi siyan! hi siyan! blahblahblah and sarah seow was going: i hate you! [or was it I HIT YOU, i still don't know]
but everytime she says that she'll start laughing HYSTERICALLY so I dun really get her. And it isn't an evil laugh either.

so then I was like...i dunno what i'm doing lbhablahblah. so i just told some of them: your sash is too long, you need your nametag, your velcro is the wrong side blahblah.
but I don't think they heard me, tts the problem, they probably won't even tell their parents in the first place so what's the point? AHHHH.

OMG! I didn't tell my parents that tmrw is the concert thing for all the sec 1s and they are going to KILL me for this lastminute thing eh. sigh HOW? oh well i'm gonna call my mum now...

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she's not picking up her office phone-.- SIGH.

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2:06 AM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Today was the day of ENROLMENT SERVICE. I thought that enrolment service was split into two days, one day for enrolment and the other for service. TURNS OUT, today we sang all the hymms and songs etc. And what's more, I didn't even practice For Christ And Service and the WORST OF ALL, the benediction. I totally forgot about it kk. And I didn't know what verse the choir was supposed to sing acappella so as a result, I played for all 5 verses. HMPH, there's smth wrong with me, i should be FIRED by now.

On the powerpoint slide of events, I suddenly saw the word "benediction" and I was thinking: OMG! i forgot to prac! how??!?!
so when it was time to sing the benediction, I was so scared. So i fumbled an intro but mrs yee didn't start-.- and she stared at me weirdly. So i had to start again-.- SIGH. so stressful.

According to my sister, i made a lot of mistakes. Anyway the juniors did their items and UGH! everyone was talking and giving NO RESPECT. Sigh...

Wahh so stressful eh. I made so many mistakes alr. Then i was sitting at the piano chair when suddenly mel appeared behind me and said 'hi siyan, lend me your shoulder' then she put her elbow on my shoulder and started taking pictures. I was afraid my big fat head would appear in it, so i leaned forward.
Haha during the enrolment, then aft the P5s, 6s and sec sch stood up, then the NCOs were to remain standing.
me: ---goes back to piano chair---
cassie: wait! don't sit down yet! wait!
me: huh? I'm not an NCO.
cassie: you're not? i thought you are!
sau: aiyahh she's sec 1.
cassie: realy? OHYEAH. hiaz, i keep thinking you're sec 2.

not the only thing though, haha last time joy asked me if i was in charlotte's class tho charlotte is in sec 2. and on family night for sec 2s?
joy: heys! good luck for tonight!
me: huh? what's happening tonight?
joy: family ni-- OHYEAH! hiaz i keep thinking you're in sec 2.

ohwell. got smth to do with my MATURITY YES!!!! ahha:D

HANNAH LIMMY!^^

hannah[tan]: hey siyan!
me: HEY HANNAH!!!
me: stacey! look there's HANNAH!
stacey: OMG! WHERE WHERE WHERE? OMG OMG!
me: erm. hannah TAN, not hannah LIM.
stacey: oh CHEYYYYY.
me: what a mean thing to say to hannah!
stacey: oh i mean HI HANNAH!

ahhhh i can't wait for hannah lim to come back! whoots she's my fav commander HEAR THAT STACEY. ignore the tag reply on her blog when she says: I AM SIYAN'S FAVOURITE COMMANDER LALALALLA
cos it's not true(: hahaha KIDDING^^

Oh well i guess i have to practice my songs more carefully! If not i'll end up embarrassing myself in front of 200 people or more. That's just an estimation(:

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8:45 PM

AHHH! i forgot to bring my PE shirt. GOOD THING TOO, i accidentaly wore different shorts which look really similar to MGS shorts. Dunno where they came from though. It's same colour and size as mgs shorts, it just doesn't have the logo. it even has the string-.-

as a result, i had to run 4 rounds while everyone ran 3. But i have a feeling i only ran 3 slow ones, cos i lost count-.- WAHLAO. PE was so tiring luhh. It's so horrible. LUCKY JERU^^ dun have to do PE for a month. AND skip her napfa thingy or however you spell it...

I REMEMBER that I FORGOT to blog about SOMETHING(?) yesterday ot do with enrolment but i forgot what it was alr-.-
I think it was when me and sau were the last to leave sch, then sarah seow, eh i mean ESTHER seow and mak were at the concourse.

seow: siyan! mrs yee left already!
me: errrm....so?
seow: I'm supposed to tell you that mrs yee left already.
me: HUH!?!?

oh well. I dunno why I'm supposed to know that mrs yee left already, but hahaha okkk who cares.
OMG! go to www.seniorctg.blogspot.com and SEE THE PICS of our ctg! WHOOOTS and mak too(:

eww my back is soaking with sweat man...

OMG! just now cassie appeared behind me and said: hi siyan.
when i was sitting in the comp lab, then i got a huge shock, but anyway, rachel was worse, she was like AHHHHH!!! then we were quickly closing the seniorctg blog so tt she wouldn't see the stupid pics-.- hahha.

I'm SOOOO gonna put the ctg pics for my DESKTOP^_^

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7:59 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

shhh! I'm not supposed to be on the computer due to the total messiness of my room. Yesterday my dad came up and shouted/scolded me and yue. It was mostly shouting, but anyway, i BELIEVE they banned us from the computer=X but I have the samantha smith worksheet to do, so I'm entitled to use it. HMM, the website doesn't seem to be loading very well.

Sigh, the horrible tuesday blues! Violin lesson, I don't believe I will do at all well for my grade 6 examination, considering i got a borderline pass for my grade 4. That was due to the lousiness of my violin teacher. Then I changed violin teacher, I sincerely hope it was worth it. The fees are really expensive.

ahh gtg(: sec ones: rmb to bring your gb uniform tmr. i'll probably forget.

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2:40 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

RACHEL HAS WET SOCKS AND SHOES^^
poor thing, she walked in the rain and thus, her feet socks and shoes were dripping wet. She complained the whole day.

anyway referring to the posters down there, it's for the juniors annual dinner. But i don't think you guys want to come to my church=.= last year ruth and kel came. Then the ppl line the table with paper so that we could draw. They provided crayons. Then kel was so excited and she was drawing flowers and trees and grass, and using her EZlink card to scratch it. Then there was another table who used the candle to burn the paper, so all the other tables complained of air pollution. LOL that was fun!

ANYWAY, it's on 7th April which is the same day as the senior contingent outing so I don't think I'll go for the....???? DINNER LAH. my contingent more important. Eh that sounded wrong. Hahaha:D

Hmm, we got scolded by ms ng today. I'm so going to be fired as the sec 1 level rep for gb. Ms Ng hates me, I just know it. And i still haven't updated the list of gb sec 1s, i still need alethea's particulars):

fyi, i am sam's dear junior, according to what she told me^^ so from now on our conversations shall go like this:
me: HELLO DEAR SENIOR
her: HELLO DEAR JUNIOR

heees. HANNAH LIM TAGGED MEEEEE! I LUV HANNAH LIM. she's my fav commander, hear that stacey?? whooooots.

sighs, I'm reminded that I'm the only girl not in the parade. What's more, i have to be there at SEVEN THIRTY, 1/2h later than all the rest of the gb girls, to PRACTICE. wahpiang...i jsut hope i'm being famous for this. hahaha KIDDING^.^

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4:35 PM

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12:56 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

We got a silver.

so anyway, to start off from the beginning, on friday night the senior ctg stayed at sabina's house while I had to stay at home. So after feeling better and 'forgiving' them, i smsed sau, then she called me on my house phone from sab's house, and we talked for like 1/2 h. Hahaha then i could hear charlotte and angie singing some fall out boy song which sounded similarly like an indian chant to me.

okay. so we were supposed to have a practice on saturday before drill comp but the ohsobrilliant me had to have a piano lesson. So i arrived at around 9.15 and they were all wearing their jerseys while i was wearing a mufti. APPARENTLY, they thought when sam said 'uniform' it meant GB uniform, when in fact, she meant school uniform. So they all arrived clad in their uniforms, and due to the fact that they left their clothes at sab's house, they wore their jerseys. So i didn't want to be so extra, so i just went to change too.

Yup, so remember i said i forgave them? well that's not the end.

rach+ruth+kel: sabina sabina! come take a photo with us! hurry!
sab: ok...
me: see sau, i told you they leave me out of everything...

rach+ruth+kel: WAHHHHH!! THE PHOTO LOOKS DAMN NICE EH! WOW.
me: ARRRGHHHH. why must they always do this to me.

I was so pissed with all the sec 1s, except dear jeru(:

why must they always leave me out? they've practically forgotten my existence.
ohwell, in the end i forgave them=.= but i didn't even tell them so...hmph. I sent email alr.

then we went to the hall, but i was feeling super angry, so me and sau went downstairs to see the pioneer's music drill. Then suddenly i looked down the stairs and i saw someone who looked like stacey without glasses. So i wasn't sure if it was them, but it was luh, then apparently they alr finished. And they were all coming up to me and saying: siyan siyan! did you see our music drill? we screwed up the first part you know! ahhh!!!

so me and sau stayed downstairs after supporting jeru up the stairs. Then we were sitting at this place, then suddenly someone sat beside me and i thot it was petra at first but it was esther[seow]. then i was so surprised to see her, then i saw jie and sam at the side so they came down to watch too, and then the officers chased us away so we had to go up.

ERM. yeah, then we waited waited and i could hear SOMEONE talking about me when i was practically sitting less than a metre away from her. actually, i think i caught my name, not too sure though. hahaha ok fine i don't think it was about me.

then it was time for the results! we had to go down to the hothothawt sun and stand in senang diri position. for about 1/2h. i thought we were getting gold cos i thot they announced it in order of coy number, thats why lorh. when they anounced the silver, then i thot we got gold cos the first number wasn't 1st coy. But then they said: and last but not least, 1st company.
then my heart totally dropped. And i was almost gonna cry liaoz. and OMG i got a huge shock ok!
announcer: now for the certificates of participation, 31st and 1st company!
the whole gb ppls: *GASP* how can it be?
announcer: sorry, i mean 31st and 71st.
my whole ctg: *BREATHES OUT*[really obviously] with relief.

hahahha super scary. in the end we beat PLMGS and the geylangs for the pioneers, cos i believe it's in order of goodness. tt means my ctg was the best silver. HMMPHHH): i wish it was like 1st, 2nd n 3rd prize. Then the pioneers got 2nd! and PL got 3rd. surprisingly, geylang got silver, but i think it's cos they did smth wrong): haha.

i expected half the ctg to start crying aft we fell out. apparently, they thought they were gonna get bronze so they were happy, but me, sau, rachel and angie were crying. Angie was crying cos she was happy=.= then the officers were assuring us that silver was GOOD blahblahblah. but now that i come to think of it, winning the best silver and 3rd best in all is actually pretty good! except if we worked harder, we would have gotten gold anyway. it's like how i felt abt my psle result, i was crying like xiao when i saw 250, but aft a while, i felt it wasn't TOO bad a score, cos of the 3 A*s. hmm...maybe this builds up confidence.

We wanted to take a photo at the nee soon camp, but first ms wong announced into the mike: 1st coy, your bus is here.
us: wait we wnana take photo.
another officer: 1st coy's bus is here, but 1st coy wants to take a PHOTO! so we shall all wait for 1st coy, shall we?
us: ehhhhh.

tt teacher was so sarcastic in a funny way. hahaha. so we went to school and take a photo.
mrs yee: aiyahh! ya'll dunno how to sit properly is it? CLOSE YOUR LEGS! ahh nvm all of you STAND LAH! what? you don't want to stand? but you dont' even know how to sit properly! tell you what, you practice, then the next time then you can sit lah! stand stop complaining.

then after we finished, then it was the pioneers turn.
us: HOW COME THEY CAN SIT?!
me: oh you know..probably the last time they joined, then they were told to practice how to sit PROPERLY, so they did and now they're allowed to sit. We'd better practice too!

JANELLE'S SIS IS DARN CUTE^_^

then we went to sab's house wearing our jerseys, i can't believe i washed my hair in the sink. too much gel liaoz(: so first we went to nicole's house, then everyone was going to sab's house to get their stuff, but i didnt' have any stuff there, so i was debating whether to go, so i was the last to leave that house. then i was about to step in front of the lift when the lift door started closing.
me: EHHH!!!
them: WAIT WAIT keep the door open!
me: huh? haha nvm luh i don't have any stuff at sab's house. i can stay here.
them: COME LAhh!!!!
me: ok ok ok!

then we went up to sab's house and i ended up entertaining sab's parents for a while who wanted to know ALL about the competition. haha:D
then we went down, and discovered that kel left her jacket upstairs, so she and sab went up.
amanda mak: tell you something eh! when kelley comes down, yuen min and nicole take her bag for her and put it by the pool, the rest of us put down all our stuff, then we'll fling her into the pool.

so when kel came down, she was complaining abt how her stuff was so heavy, so we 'offered' to carry it for her. then we threw her into the pool! whooo. we started pushing each other but mak, petra and me couldn't swim, so they told us to stand in the baby pool which was deeper than i expected. and then i got a whole plastic bag of water poured over my head which i was NOT prepared for. haha then we had dinner and then we went to nicole's house to look at photos...then me and kel walked home cos my parents didn't wanna fetch us and i carried kel's laptop for her cos she was complaining it was too heavy. IT IS SO HEAVY! omg. ahaha:D

OMGOMG PHEWWW. i thought i lost my walkathon card and i was ransacking my whole desk for it, and then i found it hidden in my file=.= but THANK GOD, you know today throughout the whole time iw as in church, i was praying that God would help me find my walkathon card, if not i would have to make a police report! THANK YOU GOD. i'm so glad i found it.

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3:45 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

I know i seemed moody today, it's jolly well your fault.

anw today had drill, blahblahblah so stupid some dum ppl dunno how to step the tunka lanka on the beat, i mean OBVIOUSLY tt would make sense right?!?! no wonder our stamps are horrible. hmm.

tmrw is drill comp. i'm not in the mood for it. i don't want to see my contingent.

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6:25 PM

how embarrassing!
I walked into the other comp lab and i signed in and sat down, wondering why it was so crowded.
monica: hey siyan!
me: hii!
monica: it's your recess now?
me: yup.

mrs lee: you! you're not from this class right?
me: huh? nooooo. WHAT! you mean you're having lessons now?
class: YES!
me: omgomg iamsosorrysorrysorry!

then i embarrassingly went to the comp and signed out. HMPHHHH. SUPER EMBARRASSING. i thought itw as also recess time for them, turns out they were having lessons.

haha anyway i'm sitting in the different comp lab.
this SAMANTHA TAN went to kick my leg during recess. hmmphhh naughty sam.
haha me and rachel were walking along the other sec 1 classes cos we wanted to find jeru, cos she broke her leg. but they were still having lessons. then i looked up to the third floor and i saw ty, and i was like: hmm is that ty?
then sam &ty waved to us then i waved back
rachel: huhhh? ohhh you mean that's sam?

haha BLUR RACHEL:D

hiaz. i bought the stupid chin chao and all the jelly ended up stuck at the bottom, i threw some of it away. I WASTED FOOD): but seriously some of the jelly fell onto the floor and wei yi was like: EWW that looks like SLIME!

oh the bell rang. going for computer studies now^^ my FAVOURITE period.

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11:05 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

messaging sam now. wahhh 9 messages! whee! hahas:D

i wonder who is 'some 1 u noe'. hmm i shall have to go check the IP.

anw, today a sad thing happened.
I threw the medicine ball and it hit wei yi in the chin.
then she started crying, but turns out it was for another reason of which i shall not mention:D
then she pulled my sleeve and we went to the toilet to 'let out our emotions'.
i'm so glad we made up you know, as in. last time we made up and now it's even better:D

hiaz, we did such stupid things during PE.

OMG JERU BROKE HER LEG! SHE FRACTURED IT! WHYYYYYY! OMG I'M FREAKING OUT. our drill standard might go down unless nicole's tail bone heals^^ then it won't be so bad. WHOO HOO!

i can't believe she broke it, now she has crutches. ooh i always wanted to try crutches, but anyway, she came back then all the seniors were cheering for her. hahas.

so ihad tuition then i went back to sch for drill, and wth! we did it for a short while before mrs yee came and said we are dismissed. I think we're giving mak too much stress though. she cried. n sam said we give her too much stress, hmm. i wonder how we can solve that. SOMEHOW, the stupid beat is always slower than us, so we always stamp at different times hmphh, UGLY. SMELLY):

sighs. too many falls have happened in this ctg. hahaha...pray for us pls.
STACEY YOUR BLOG POST IS DISGUSTING): hmphhh.

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7:15 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

ehh maks. on my blog i didn't even say anything abt the sms! hmmm.

anw so stupid. Me and sam yesterday were trying to fill maks tagboard with normal tags so that mak wouldn't know abt the anons. cos the senior ctg was trying to defend her. So we filled it with stupid messages luh. Then today, i found otu that maks alr knows abt the anons and the other coy ppls. HMPPH then sam was complaining that she wasted her time trying to think of tags=.=

haha.

i saw esther and sam in the distance, then i went there and dragged sam away and started whisphering:
me: oi you know ___ knows abt the ___ on her ___!!!
sam: what! she knows?
esther: --comes bouncing up-- what what what! tell me!!
me: errrrm.
sam: what! i spent the whole of last night trying to think of tags!
me: but at least you were talking to me then, so it was...WORTH IT^^
sam: yeah!

haha esther was like so curious luhhs.

gosh i'm the only sec 1 not in the parade. Just cos I have to practice with ms chia the worship songs. but who cares, i'm just the marker. job? do NOTHING. not even kekenan lurus. What's more, it's unfair for the sec 2s, they don't get to be in the GOH when some sec 1s are. Hmm, i wonder why though.

gahhhh. gb was okay i guess. I was omging my head off when i was told that today was the rehearsal for the hymms for gb! i didn't learn my for christ and service song. so i was really nervous cos i thot i'd make a mistake on the piano, but PHEW! they couldn't find the powerpoint slide, so we sang the comrads song instead^.^ bwahaha.

then we had parade rehearsal. i was sitting on the quad steps, while everyone was doing parade, i just sat there. Ty was signalling to me if i was sick and she imitated someone FAINTING. Lol. at first i thought she was asking me if I was emotionally okay. LOL, then mrs chong marched right up in front of me so i just turned my face away. Hmm, people must have thot iw as sick or smth, but it's all cos i'm the damn pianist.

My life is in you Lord
I walk by faith
Here I am to worship
Still

we're singing THESE songs for enrollment. n all the hymms too. Sighs, i'm not quite sure of how i feel abt drill comp, the goh thing, my ____, hmm. I need to think man. hahaha:D

then the sec 1s went to collect their uniform, while the six of us who alr got it, just lazed abt in the quad. I was sobored, watching the pioneers do music drill over and over and over again, that i lay down and fell asleep, then this ruth gan go and poke me so hard in my stomach twice to wake me up. i was so confused=.= my hair was all over my face. hahaha.

then had to stay back for the choir prac. got ppl SCREECHING their heads off. it sounded quite bad. and whats more, there wasn't evne a piano. i was so useless there manz.

ruth sorry luhhs. i didn't really mean force, i meant...your constant persuasion! haha sorry.

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10:40 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

all your emails are fake. What, were they supposed to be touching or something? does the phrase 'i will work hard' not mean anything to you? oh please, you guys were the ones who said it, from todays prac, you were just marching with camera's in your hands, talking, laughing...what's the matter with you!

hmm. I'm having mixed feelings about this. I was so frigging pissed hahhaha. hiaz i just took 1/2 to type all of the above cos i've been talking on the phone with rachel for like superduper long alr.

i have a feeling _____ doesn't like me. i might not miss her after all...haha. was that obvious. ahh whatever.

my father just made me CONSUME BEER. Tiger beer at that, do you have any idea how horrible that stuff is? It's like a whole lotta gas.

I've become some sort of GB pianist. Ms Toh sent me the songs for enrollment. Huh so now I'm playing piano for enrollment?! IT'S ALWAYS BEEN A TEACHER PLAYING! I'm freaking out. It will be in front of all the parents. and the darn hymms, I like hymms but I can't play all those chords accurately enough. WHY ME. Am i that good, there are a lot more people with higher grades. Heck, that sight reading of the vespers was nothing luh, it was like. within a 5 note range for each hand and half the time i was making it up and not following the score.

i feel like if i migrated to africa, no one would even care. Yeah no one cares.

_______, you're so obsessed with _______. can you just stop rubbing it in. I KNOW she tells you EVERYTHING tt goes on. You dun have to tell me that 10 times everyday. I pretend to laugh, be shocked. It's all fake.

i'm not feeling emo about that ______ anymore. well yeah i am, but in a different sort of emo. hmmm. i'm confused with my feelings.

OMG TMR HAS 3 TESTS AND I HAVEN"T READ THE WHOLE CHINESE BOOK I WAS SUPPOSED TO. diediedie. gah i just spent 1/2 h talking on the phone with rachel and she keeps asking me what hmwk there is. RACHEL DEAR, don't you know better than to call me and ask about HOMEWORk. the irresponsible me will go: 'there's hmwk?'

today i had drill for 45min, of which we only managed to do it 3 times for the time i was there. 45min. met sam and ty at the stairs and they were rushing thru abt the speakers dunnow hat steps and the ty handed me her ipod and said we could use it etc. then i was like'huh' and then ruth snatched it away and forced me to give it to her so that she could listen. i asked her NOT to do it, but she totally refused. If i force her, she'll get all pissed. what, i was pissed. i ask her smth, she says no. someone else asks her smth, she says YES. What is all the bias against me about! Hmm if she broke the ipod, ty would have only me to blame. that is the very reason why i didn't want her to listen. she was practically holding it in her hands and DANCING/SHAKING all over the place.

no one appreciates. this sucks.

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6:18 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

friday afternoon, i walked to sab's house and i called her home. Here mum answered and said they were in the playground. After searching for it, i finally found it. they were polishing boots. Then everyone was asking me and petra to polish their boots for them. Amelia and mel[sec 4s] were also there.

then we went up and ate PIZZA for dinner^.^

then we watched night at the museum and chatted with makie. Then suddenly makie called sabina's house and everyone immediately screamed and crowded around the phone. Then we took ages to get to bed. So we decided to pray, so we open numbers and audie was selected by the number to pray. After prayer then nicole started crying cos she was really scared that she would screw up and let the whole contingent and mak down, but we spent abt 1/2 hour reassuring her, then sau yee started crying cos she was really scared about the timing for in t l v and hentaks. So i volunteered myself to pray, then after the long prayer, then we finally went to sleep. at least almost everyone did, cos me and angeline kept fidgiting. And we were snatching the blanket. Cos it was too small and poor sabina was in between us and we kept snatching it. hahaha.

then we had lots of difficulty waking up the next morning, but everyone was freaking out. Then we ate breakfast and we all walked to school carrying our uniforms. makie was late=.= I ended up doing their hair for amanda shan, angeline, nicole, yixuan[who was really hard to do] and others. my skirt was full of gel and i was so desperately trying to wash it off. Then mrs yee had to call ruth's parents cos she left her consent form at sab's house. And she was scolding angela and joy):

then we got there and everyone was flipping out.
then when the seniors had to go for inspection, stacey and teewhy were saying: GOOD LUCK and etc.
then teewhy said good luck to me and then what did she say?
"I'd hug you but my face will smash into your boobs"

oh WOW teewhy. hahahas. eww.

then we had inspection blahblahblah. then the person had to brief me on where to march and me and maks agreed that it was 'damn weird' cos we had to march in a diagonal line. SUPER WEIRD LORH.

OMG kel gave the squad berhenti on the wrong foot...i can't rmb what the stamp was like.

then whatever blahblahblah. makkie had to report 3 times. dunno why tho.
then the tanda, penanda. i tried to stamp, but guess what? THERE WAS NO SOUND. i was practically crying[not aloud].

then blahblahblah OUR T CHECK ONES WERE ALRIGHt. our sir duers were not bad. haha while we were doing our t check ones, a pioneer ctg was doing their t check ones and they said: check[low pitch] BANG[high pitch] check BANG check BANG! omg tt was their timing for the t check one ok. damn funny.

then the rest went alright, except the hormat kekenan was given on the wrong foot, so after we did it, the whole ctg skipped. sighs. impromptu was really fast! heh. then when we marched out, makkie was supposed to give a 'dari kiri kiri belok' but instead she gave kenan. then when we turned to the right, then i, the farthest away from her, heard her say: eh nonono! kiri! OH SHIT

haha. good thing that part isn't 'graded'. then we ate lunch. and makkie came into the 'fortress' after a while when we were all seated. the tables were like TINY. only 3 ppl can sit at a time. my table alr had 3 ppl. then she was like: where am i supposed to sit!
us: just grab a chair!
her: where! got no more chair?
us: THERE![point to an empty table] --but we meant for her to grab a chair and join my table--
she: you mean i'm supposed to sit ALONE?
me: no luhh come and join our table!

hahaha. then after that we waited SUPER long for the pioneers to start, then the PLMGS pioneers were like. ROBOTS i tell you, their drill was fantastic. the stamps and all.
so we were all really nervous, but our own pioneers did AMAZINGLY a lot better than usual. but i'm not sure if pl or we will get the challenge shield):
all the people at the grandstand were going 'omg! they're damn good! WOWW'
and gasping and gasping at 1st coy. but also at 4th coy lorh. GEYLANG SCREWED UP^^ according to michelle[ng] who watched the whole thing.

then i yawned abt 50 times during tambourine..sigh.

then i felt like i had a fever after that. SMTH WRONG WITH JIEJIE'S CAR. makes me feel sick.
so i went to sleep immediately after i came home, then rachel called. APPARENTLY i took a very long time to take the call, then whatever she said, i couldn't hear cos i was dropping off to sleep, so i just said: uh huh. uh huh.
she: yan! are you falling asleep?
me: huh? ehhh..
she: OIIII.
me: yesyesyes.
she: rmb to do your hmwk!
me: yeahhhh.

i couldn't even register it into my mind=.= so when i woke up this morning, I said: EH. did rachel call me last night? i can't even rmb anything.

then my younger sis called me crazy.=.=

haha okkk i can't be bothered to blog about church. i am ohsoguilty for sleeping during sermon=.=

me: i saw you yesterday!
she: then why never say hi?
me: we couldn't make noise mahh. omg you know your school's one was really really good!
she: yah of course! we're 4th coy!
me: but my school wan also did very well eh! the pioneers..
she: yahyah! cos usually 1st coy's drill is quite lousy[wth]. so it's always 4th coy and 2nd coy competing.
me: eh? i thought my coy always got gold every year, then the last time they broke the record and got silver.
she: really meh?
me: yeah.
she: so anyway, then you know, 2nd COY SCREWED UP! then we were all very happy. then my friend smsed me after we left and said: 1st coy is very good! we have competition! 1st coy WOW.
me: really! hahahs.
she: did you see my school's senior ctg?
me: no. cos i was the last!
she: huh?
me: i was in the senior ctg. ctg 10. i think 11 didn't show up or something.
she: YOU MEAN YOU WERE IN THE SENIOR CTG?
me: YESSSS. i was the marker.
she: i saw alll the ctgs!
me: you didn't see me):
she: aiyah, cos i didn't know you were marching, so i didn't PURPOSELY look out for you.
me: when did you guys start training?
she: erm. since dec i think.
me: omg we started in jan. i think your coy MIGHT get the challenge shield.
she: I HOPE SO(:

i really hope we get it though.heeeee.

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8:15 PM

HAIZ. the computer in school has a slow internet): so blogging in school now.
anyway i sent a LONG email to my fellow senior ctg...we're all practically emo-ing our hearts out. HEHE. wow audie's analagy is so cool.

anyway, i've decided to call amanda mak makkie and NOT sexylook. sexy look is just weird eh.
I fell sick on sat aft drill comp and on sunday morning. and today during chapel i felt vomitish and feverish. sighs.

I can't make it for 2 of the 3 more pracs): maybe i can go at abt 4+ on thurs after my tuition.

I GOT 5 FREE PERIODS TODAY! WHOOOOOT. hahahaha. we changed seats. dunno why, me and wei yi made up but she still seemed reluctant to sit with me when mrs thomsett asked her to, and she was ohsohappy when mrs thomsett told her to sit with sue huey. did we really make up? I'm not that sure of it though. I'm sitting with NOBODY^.^ haha last term it was alysia, this term it's MEEEEEEEEE. dunno how i feel about it. i can't think of anything BAD about it.

wowweeee i got so many emails luhhs. 58 yesterday! WOAAAAHH. some of them are so touching. *SNIFF* i hope my email was touching too! INFLUENCE^.^ wahpiang, hardly anyone replied to my email. PFFT. and i spent like an hour typing it out. =.=

I'm feeling SICK. pfft. why did drill have to end huh...me and rachel got that piece of info STUCK in our heads. sigh.

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7:49 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

17 new mail today!(:

i'm gonna camp at sabina's house!!! whoo. I had to stuff my uniform into my bag. hopefully it doesn't get crumpled. who needs uniform parts? i have extra!

im freaking. it's tomorrow. we'll be in suspense for 1 week.

www.gee-iseeasec1-bee.blogspot.com

GB SEC 1 BLOG! GO TAG!
hehs do you get the name? gee, i see a sec 1 bee.
*BUZZ*. and the first and last words are gee and bee! ISN'T IT SMART OF ME TO COME UP WITH THAT? haha I kid I kid.

i have 7 windows=.=

i'm feeling random(:

I LUV U WEI WEI WEI YI YI YI! hahahas. no it's not ur fault...hahahhaas.

OMG MY MSN HANGED. sorry wei yi and sabina and berenice who were chatting with me. hahas.

OMG RUTH GAN YOU LEFT WITHOUT ME. WHATTTTTT.):

okok i'm gonna go sabi's house now(:

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2:04 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

I am extremely guilty for today's slacky drill.

YES the polishing works! I CAN SEE THE LINES ON MY TEETH. I admit I AM proud of myself(:

my parents are incredibly unsupportive of me going to sabina's house to sleepover tmr. But they allow me luhhs. Haha I'm gonna call sabina tonight.

OMG I AM FREAKING OUT. Drill comm is the day after tomorrow. Yet, it seems like it's only 2 hours away. What's wrong, we've been slacking today!

Shucks. I'm the marker, worth five points. That is too stressful for me to handle. What if we lost all because of me? My drill is already really sucky):

I haven't started on my holiday homework, and what's worse, according to rachel, there is a massive amount of homework. It's all probably in my bag, waiting for me.

Drill was sweat today. Just sweat sweat sweat and slack. Sigh, we went all the way to pizza hut. It took like 20min to open and another 15min to order. And let's see, for us it came quite fast but for some of the poor pioneers, it took 2h. And the poor guy kept dropping the cups. All that broken glass): Our order was wrong cos the woman brought a NON cheese crust. And the soup took ages. But still, poor pioneers. Erm, then me and sau were late for choir. Then i learnt the new song Arise Shine but I've kind of forgotten the tune already =x

OHMYGOODNESS according to sau yee, a total of 108 emails have been sent from the senior ctg to each other. Excluding today's. And probably excluding the ones she sent. I'm obsessed with testify to love! Super nice(:

THE KING AND QUEEN FONT! ahhh I LIKE I LIKE:D

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7:45 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I'm in the library now. I'm sweating like anything man. My whole shirt is practically soaked.
I don't feel like doing drill, we just did drill for super long and that's why i'm sweating like xiao luhhs.
I feel guilty for kind of slacking but my tiredness seems to have taken over my body):

SHUCKS. yesterday i had to scrape off ALL the polish off my boot as part of it came off. if only i didnt touch my boots yesterday):
and what's more, i forgot to bring my mp4 player to lend ms toh! WHAT AM I GONNA DO? she is so gonna kill me, i'll just say that it's spoilt. I mean, i haven't touched it for a few months alr as my earphones are BROKEN.

caroline asked me to print out the songs for her and i couldn't find 'how great is our God' so i had to type everything out.=.=
and today when i handed it to her she said: siyan! i dunno how to read this.
lolllls. hahaha:D I'm STILL SWEATING.):

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7:31 PM

Due to the fact that I received a numerous number of emails the day before, I couldn't blog! Yes indeed, I managed to receive 41 emails, 99% of which were from my dearest senior contingent. WOW GUYS, great job! Although some of them had nothing whatsoever to do with drill!(:

I shall try my best to remember what happened yesterday, forgive me if I don't. I actually agreed to pay Ina and Tessa to polish my boots as they did a good job of it. Fifty cents per half hour or part thereof. Those two can really polish man! I still haven't paid them. But I don't want to. And what's more, today a really funny/stupid thing happened today! I asked ina to polish my boots for me and when i got back, i found out to my horror that she DIDN'T polish my boots and she actually polished SAM'S boots until they were really shiny and I was ohsojealous. Hahas not really, just a lil 'sighs' about it.

Me: I HATE SAMMMMM!!!
Amanda mak: Omg you hate sam?
me: she stole my polisher away from me! Now her boots are so shiny and mine are so dull!
amanda mak: OMG! I'm gonna tell sam!
me: OMG YOU CRAZY? NOOOOO SHHHHH.
amanda mak: OH SAMMMMMM!!!!
me: *SCREAMMMMM*[to block out the sound]
amanda mak: SAMMMM!!!!!
me: *SCREAMMM*
amanda mak: AHHH. * runs to sam *
me: omg! *runs after her n pulls her sleeve*
me: DON'T SAY IT!!!
amanda mak: DO you want to know what siyan said about you?
sam: what?
me: AHHHHH SHHHHH!!
amanda mak: siyan said she hates you!
sam: *SCREAMS* WHAT! SIYANN!!!!
me: EH I WAS KIDDING OK! you stole my polisher away from me! that's why!

me and amanda goes back.

me: omg why did you tell her!
amanda: sam is my good friend! OBVIOUSLY i must tell her right?
me: HELLO I was KIDDING!
amanda: then why did you say it?
me: IT WAS A SPUR OF THE MOMENT!
amanda: riiiiiighttt.

then after that it began to rain really heavily, so the senior ctg were lined up in the linkway. But it was kind of slack. Then the pioneers were sitting in a circle, and out of the blue i pointed to sam and said: i hate you sam!(:
sam: i hate you too siyan!(:
lol ignore the smiley faces, they are just to mark that we weren't being serious(:

then after a while they were throwing paper balls at us, then sam came up behind me and she started patting my shoulder and saying: it's okay siyan! i don't hate you, i still LOVE you a lot! It's just that i stole your polisher!
me: *pats her shoulder too* yah i love you too a lot!(:

hahahhaas. Eh I'm lazy to blog about the rest. Except that some of the pri school practically ruined my boots! By making it unshiny. when it was so shiny before): sighs. ok i know ina wants to know of the 'trouble' she caused today so i shall end my post here(:

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2:24 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Boots don't shine

Omg I've completely given up on polishing the boots. I was such a despo that I actually printed out an instruction sheet from the internet=.= and this is what it said:
"You have to be patient. You may thin kthat your boots will never ever shine but eventually, you'll be able to see a glossy mirror like shine"
WHAAT. that is rubbish. well maybe it isn't rubbish but to me, I don't think anyone could ever have the ultimate amount of patience to keep polishing when whenever i add the slightest bit of polish+water, it makes my boots all the more duller which i seriously cannot stand): how! I'm gonna be known as the total failure of polishing boots.

today i had drill and yue wanted me to leave with her cos she had to go to school for some chinese camp thingy which i'm sure she isn't going to enjoy the least bit. Judging from my last year chinese camp.

Anyway, eh. i realise i say ANYWAY a lot. heh. ANYWAY, we did music drill! WHOO. Then blarhblarhblarh had format and i was doing my tuition work. I'm sure there were TONS of funny stuff that happened but somehow, it is not registering into my brain at the moment, so i pray you be patient and wait til about a year later when i can actually remember.

I got about 13 emails yesterday and 17 emails today. all from the senior contingent. WAHPIANG! ohmygoodness i feel like dying. GRACE LOKE SENT ALL OUR MAILS TO AMANDA MAK! lets see all the stuff that was said in the mail shall we?

--edited--[ruth doesn't want anyone to know what was in her email]

so that[the one that i edited] was the mail that so strongly motivated grace to send all of our stupid emails to amanda! amanda is gonna get like 30 mails tonight. GULPS.

rachel's email: i know amanda is really...depressed and stuff. hahaha.but i really think that when she smiles she's really cute. haha.i didnt realise it until ruth told me then i was like yeah! hahah.obviously! 'she' is a MAN.

sau's email: LAWL SEXY LOOK! yeah i know... <--referring to am.

another of sau's email: ruth!!! SHES TOO OLD FOR YOUUUU!!!! aiyooo.. YUCK! hahahaha

OHMYGOODNESS. amanda's gonna have a great laugh tonight. I have no idea what drill's gonna be like tmr. last but not least, i cannot resist posting audie's email of great english and vocabulary! ruth couldn't even understand a word of her email but personally i felt impressed:D

Hey y'all! Sorry if more mail bothers you but i just feel a need to air my views. You know, I'm genuinely concerned for Amanda. The same thing happens again and again. There's definitely the issue of procrastination. We all know this isn't trivia, yet in amanda's words, some of us are still 'waiting of drill com day.' Well, drill com's approaching, approaching real fast. I admit to have believed that we have lots of time. Unfortunately, time has run out, as it always has to. It is not as if Amanda treats us like human chattels and thinks of herself as the demiurge, or puts in little effort. Apparently, she's trying harder than all of us. There are always differing opinions and perspectives but whether you hate drill or not, what matters here isn't ourselves, but the team as a whole, the contingent, even amanda. In fact, I've just been inspired to go one step further by all your e-mails. This e-mail is just for those who still don't care. Don't let your efforts transpire. If you still can't persuade yourself to try hard, at least tell yourself drill reduces your avoirdupois. Oh dear, I feel incredibly guilty to have contributed to Amanda's stress. It's what bothers me the most. There's also a scintilla of doubt that we won't get a gold unless we try real hard. It's not a question of capacity, but of capability.
Audie
P.S. Sorry that i'm so naggy. i'm just tryin' to convince.

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7:20 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

ohmygoodness all the touchingtouching emails!(:
And some ppl like audie arh, the english is so darn good that I'm jealous. I simply can NOT type good english on the computer. Though my mum has been pressing me to speak good english and cut out all the 'lahs' and 'lorhs'. How can a singaporean bear not to speak singlish? That's what I can't understand. LOL I shall try my best not to say 'lah' or 'yah lorh' or something like that. I THINK IT'S COOL. Well, maybe not cool in a sense that people would most probably stare at me weirdly, but, I suppose it would be good for me:D

So after reading all those emails, I simply cannot stop smiling at the assurance of my dear friends. I think that success really comes with teamwork. And even if we do not succeed, if we did have that teamwork, it would make it so much better in the end. We would not really have much to blame of ourselves.

If your 'small' brain has not already noticed, I am desperately trying to type with good english. I think I'm doing a good job? I'm still trying to use BIG words and CHIM words. Oh darn, I just used a singlish word right?

Today I went for juniors. I was a little late as I didn't pack my tambourine dress the night before, of which I should jolly well have done. But heck, I was the earliest! I was late, but Xuan and Yue were LATER. We wanted to leave without yue, but sigh, of course 'leaving without her' is just a threaten so that she would hurry up.

Juniors, I am sad to say, was not at all fun to me. I can't pay attention to what Ben was saying about Ephesians. Then we had worship and my streamer kept getting caught under yue's foot. And one time, her laurel's ribbon got caught in my streamer and the whole ribbon started fraying. =X

Anyway, I just hope that you people have relinked me and tagged my blog! Please do tag, my tagboard is currently feeling sad at the moment. I can't resist saying: WHOOOOOOOOOTSSS!! HAHAHAHAHHA:D

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4:15 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I'll say today's drill practice was rather productive. We finished learning music drill! I thought we would never ever finish it. But those people who weren't here like petra and kelley, I have no idea how they're gonna catch up.

dun ever talk to me abt _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ again. She can't stand my sickening attitude and if you haven't realised, i know you like her better than me. she's stealing ya'll away from me but of course if u like her better then you can allow her to steal u away frm me as im sure u wouldn't mind right? and yeahi k now the blanks are super obvious but whutever. i carn't even stand her sickening attitude no more.

gosh i was so pissed when everyone was jus lazing around listening to teewhy's ipod instead of doing our music drill. such a waste of time): i was playing the piano and jeru was banging on the keys to destroy the beauty of music. HEH.

im lazy to blog. so I'll just say that i have tambourine aft this and i haven't coreographed the song im supposed to so...gd luck to me. shouldn't be so hard luh(:

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4:00 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

hey it's just before tuition and i gotta learn tingxie so all i have to say is:
1. RELINK
2. TAG
3. PEACE(:

thnx and have fun! pic is cute right?
PIGS ARE ADORABLE!
WHOOOOO.

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1:30 PM